Just want a little support! ugh!

All I want is a little fucking support. I am completely alone all day with only the dogs and cat. When he gets home we are two room cause I can't be on the couch. I feel completely alone! I'm half way across the world from everyone else I love because of his job. I hate it. I hate not understanding my moods and how I feel because of pregnancy. I hate feeling like shit all the time. I hate feeling fat and unattractive. I hate it all. I just want to cry.