My long distance breakup :(

Lexi
So I'm going through a terrible time right now, and no one is there for me. So back in March my boyfriend broke up with me and I've been a mess and he blocked me back in April and then May 8th I told a friend to to ask him to unblock me and he did. So for like that whole week, like from May 8th too like 12th I asked what are we currently and he said just friends. And like he was calling me cute names and stuff and saying he missed me and all and we would FaceTime. And I was still very in love with him, like I still really am and then that next week we're friends with benefits and then May 19th was the last day we FaceTimed and he just stopped talking to me and starting to ignore me and not talk to me much. And I'm like can we get back together and he's like I don't want to cause we're on opposite sides of the country. But we dated for like a month and like a week doing long distance. And I kept asking and he's like no, and he keeps ignoring me. Like I want him to know how much he means to me and how much I love him and that distance shouldn't matter, but somehow he can't and it's breaking my heart. Like I've been crying every single day since the day we broke up which was March 21st and like I don't want to move on, I can't he means too much to me. What do I do? How do I fix this? I want one wish and that is just to be back with him