Ann I the only one?

I'm almost 10 weeks pregnant and keep seeing everyone's BFP posts and I just wanna cry for them (happy tears) but I just miss the feeling of seeing the double line come up on the test. lol I just wanna keep peeing on them just to see it but my boyfriend keeps telling me it's a waste of money because I already know..it's just such a good feeling to see you're finally gonna be a momma.