Baby 😥 no negative comments please

So me and my husband have been trying for a baby for at least a year now and I did clomid round one and two and my Dr said if I don't bleed to call her of course.. But I been taking pregnacy test and I though like two of them where positive but then I got a negative. I just been really down and wanting to give up cause I want a kid so bad but it seem like nothing is helping.. My Dr said this time she wants to to do clomid and do some shots if I do bleed I just Idk I wanna cry about everything cause I feel like I can't do the one thing that I really wanna do please give me some advise.. 😥😭💔👶