Doctor wont see me until 10weeks.. i can't help but to freak out alittle. I want to know if baby is okay already!

Krystal • TTC baby number 2. Aubrey Lynn October 2015 .hairstylist, wife, puppy mom
I am 8 weeks today and I still have 2 weeks until the doctor will see me. Can anyone tell me how you not worry if baby is okay at this stage since miscarriage runs through my head everyday.. even tho I've never had one and this is my first pregnancy.. I'm worrying like crazy. I want to hear that heartbeat and see the baby so bad. What can I do to ease myself and let these 2 weeks fly