Depressed

Melisa • 35, Finally pregnant with #1 after IVF!! Due in May 💗
I'm depressed. I don't know how people go through years and years of this. Having a child is all I've ever wanted and I don't know if I'm ever going to be blessed with one. Right now I'm on the couch and I don't ever want to get up. How do you find the strength to keep going when month after month you're still NOT PREGNANT?