I have struggled with my sexuality since I was little. My parents being very religious told me being lesbian was a sin and I was so worried since I didn't think I liked boys that I was lesbian. Lmao I realize now being lesbian means nothing and that I'm not into girls either. I honestly have 0 sex drive. I have had sex only because other people have wanted me to and I just don't really care but I never enjoyed it. I would love it if someone told me I never have to have sex again. In movies it looks great and I feel like I can understand why it's so awesome on a level but I don't think I will ever be able to get enjoyment from it. Every once in a while I will crave a man to just fall asleep next to but that's it. I hate kissing/making out, giving head, and even hugs a lot of the time. Idk what's wrong with me. I don't know if someday the desire will come or if I'm asexual? I feel like there is no way this is normal. I'm about to be 18 and I don't know if I should except that I'm asexual or just keep having sex with guys and hate it.