I'm feeling several emotions all at once. I really wanted a girl and so did my family and my fiancé's family. I feel like such a bad person because there's moments where I'm super excited and happy af that my baby boy is healthy and then there's time I feel down and wanna cry because I really wanted that baby girl. I'm not doubting my love for my baby at all and I don't regret my baby. I hate feeling this way. I don't even know why I'm feeling this way I guess I just had my heart set on a baby girl. I hope these emotions soon change to 100% pure excitement over my little man.