i'm 16, my boyfriend is 17, i know we're young, whatever. i'm not looking for marriage, i just love him alot and have a great time with him and honestly i see no point in breaking things off. i just want to get that out of the way to avoid the judgement.

here's my main issue- i have alot of problems with my self esteem (weird, right). i trust my boyfriend so, so deeply and i know he would never cheat on me. and that's not what i'm really afraid of. i'm just afraid that sooner or later, now that he's out of a small town and he's gonna be meeting tons of new people & new girls, he's soon gonna start realizing that i'm really not all that great. and that i probably don't give him any more than what any of those girls could, and they don't even live 2.5 hours away so he can see them whenever he wants. i'm so obsessed over this fear that he's gonna find someone better, and i can't be there to stop it from happening.

honestly, there's probably about nothing that can make me feel totally better right now, but any words of encouragement or advice would be very much appreciated :') thanks y'all