it's okay

It's okay to not feel sad after an abortion. To instead feel relieved. You're not crazy or abnormal. You didn't "not love your baby". You did what was best. It's okay to feel different.
I was raped at 14 and miscarried my baby. I was depressed and heartbroken. But becuase of my rape I wanted to feel actual Sex. And I got pregnant. I aborted this fetus. And I felt relieved.
It's okay to be sad. It's okay be to be happy. Relieved. Angry.
Feel however you want to feel. Deal with it in your own way