i went to a party with my friend and everyone there was drinking but him. the alcohol i was drinking did not settle on my empty stomach so i went and threw up and started to make myself sober up by drinking water and eating something. i went upstairs to lay down bc i was tired and he followed me. when i laid down i didn't realize he was behind me until i had laid down. i was drifting off when he started pulling on my clothes and kissing me. that's when i woke up and told him to stop. i then went downstairs wih everyone and stayed with the people i felt most comfortable with. eventually the party died down so i went upstairs to go back to sleep. he followed again. i was asleep but i was still conscious of everyhing. he walked into the room and started pulling off my clothes and kissing me and touching me and i was aware of everything i was just so shocked that it was happening. he started to go inside me and that's when my body found its way back and i started crying and told him to stop and no but he kept going and i heard someone coming upstairs and i was so thankful someone was going to stop this but he turned around and locked the door then continued. when he finished he walked right out the door and left me naked and crying. i laid there for 10 minutes staring at the ceiling fan and crying. i finally put on my clothes and curled into fetal position and hugged and cried myself to sleep. although many people won't understand this part but; i am not pressing charges. i do not want to ruin his life he way he ruined mine. i will not step down to his level.