BFN :( im out

Well I'm out this month. Took one last test this morning BFN and sure enough AF showed right after. I will say that I am disappointed. However, this may sound awful but there is a slight sense of relief as far as stressing about that tww and testing and testing and testing some more. I now get two weeks of peace before the cycle starts over. As bad as it sounds, my heart is breaking a little but I am less tense and calmer today than I have been in two weeks. Fingers crossed the next go round sticks! Baby dust to all! Don't lose faith and keep those hopes high! Our BFP are coming!