So I have a amazing perfect little 8 month old, and my husband and I decided we wanted our kids to be close in age and made the decision to start TTC again last month just in case it takes 9 months again, and I know a lot of women struggle for years, but I just remember TTC for those nine months and every time AF would show her self I would become super bummed and upset that month. I don't want to do that this time, I don't want to stress, and freak out that I need to start tracking everything, it's kind of a hard habit to break! AF showed up two days ago and immediately in my head I was all "ok I need to start <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android">tracking ovulation</a> when AF ends" and "I need to make sure we have sex also when Glow says to" but then I stopped took a breath and told myself that I'm not going to freak out yet and start tracking and all the other fun but not really fun process of TTC, I'm going to enjoy my husband and love on my son and if it happens I will be above the moon and if it does not happen for 9 months again or even longer I will be ok with it (hopefully) for a while and enjoy my life, I will have girls days with my best friends, watch my son grow into the fun little human spawn he is becoming and focus on a good realtionship with my pain in the ass but I love him fully husband. Sorry if this is a bit rambling, I just needed to get it off my chest, and I also apologize if this is not the correct area to post.