fear!!!!!

Brandy
Every single day since thinking I was pregnant and even after the tests came back positive. I fear going to the washroom and finding myself bleeding. I think I actually end up going more frequently out of fear. Am I the only women dreading the toilet paper? I hope this feeling will go away. 
I have literally gotten up hours earlier because I fear the baby is gone. I am only 4 weeks in how will I survive if I am scared of my toilet paper?