So now I am 5 weeks pregnant, found out sadly the day she passed them & told me abt it. I cannot stop worriying about if whether or not that could be me. It hit me hard w what had happened to her, we cried together bc I cannot phathom losing a child/children & bc I was so excited & happy for her, she's been ttc for years. However, I am terrified & my first ultrasound will most likely be at 13 weeks. I see my doctor at 10 weeks to check the heartbeat. How can I stop stressing & worrying about my baby & pregnancy. I don't know how I'm gunna be able to wait for ... what feels like to me forever.