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So i am starting the bc patch really soon and i am SO nervous because about a year ago i tried the bc pill and it made me go cray it made me so suicidal and depressed and just not me at all i cried ALL the time. Well i went off of that and i was fine after. Anyway so now im trying it again but with the patch because i want to be on bc and not have to worry about unwanted pregnancies this youg. So i guess i am asking do you think i will be okay?? I already have higher levels of estrogen and i have anxiety ( but ive learned to tame it) any comments are welcome im super super nervous!!! I just really want this to work out