anyone else over it?

I was over the moon excited when we found out we were pregnant, and I know so many women are still trying with no luck so I feel guilty for feeling this way... but I'm so over being pregnant. And I'm only 14weeks! The moment I wake up, don't even get out of bed I'm nauseaous, food never sounds good I've just lost weight this whole preganancy bc my morning sickness is so bad. I got prescribed zofran but had to stop taking it because of the horrible migraines and constipation I couldn't leave my house, oh and I'd still throw up sometimes. I've taken B-6, unisom, tried ginger everything and nothing takes it away. I feel like crap all the time and I just want to feel better! Feel a little more like myself so that going to the grocery store isn't an all day prep event. I've heard that this second trimester gets way better.. but when 😩😭 I'm desperate. I had to go to the dr with spotting last week and was so scared something was wrong. Luckily the baby is fine, I'm just on pelvic rest now but the cramps haven't stopped, the sickness, headaches, and all other symptoms are taking a toll on me. I seriously need relief I don't want to hate being pregnant.