38 weeks and sometimes I want my baby girl out ....

And I want to do things such as: walk and have sex more often to induce her natural but at the same time I feel guilty, I feel that I should hold on to he last few days she has left inside my womb even though I feel like crap and I can't stand no more the fake contractions. I want to go thru the real thing already and have her in my arms.... I don't know what to do. I'm guessing I'm writing this as a way of telling someone what I want to do to take it out of my chest 🙃