Having a hard time accepting this pregnancy weight 💔💔

Im 34 weeks and I've gained 13 lbs. I know it's for my baby and its part of the process but thats just not comforting to me anymore:( its hard to come to terms with that fact that my weight has been going up and up and isn't done increasing. Every time I eat something, I hate myself for it because I just feel disgusting:( I love my belly and my bump is definitely where all the weights gone but I still have my problem areas that were there before I was pregnant (upper thighs and arms)and seeing that number continue to increase is so depressing😢 I feel so guilty for feeling this way because I know its necessary for my baby and I love her so much and want her to be healthy but I'm having a hard time accepting whats happening to my body. Everyone just keeps saying it'll come right off after baby and that its not even that much weight gain for pregnancy, its all baby, im supposed to be gaining, etc etc. But thats not bringing me any peace. I still feel disgusting and uncomfortable in my body😫 I want to enjoy my pregnancy but this is making it harder and harder to do it:(