Final decision?

Rene

Yesterday about 6, my boyfriends family came over because his grandmother had made food. My boyfriend and I were switching our things into his uncles room since he said we can have his room for us and the baby because its bigger. We did half a job before everybody came and his dad... I don't tolerate his dad because he always pulls my boyfriend away from me. Anyways. His dad got !y boyfriend into drinking that night so I went to the room (which was a mess since we took stuff out), and lied down since my back was hurting. Then at 9 he came in starting to get ready to go somewhere and so I asked him where he was going. He told me was going to his brother in laws to go play pool and drink... I got upset because we had plans before everybody randomly showed up.. And he always drops things with me to go with other people so I got upset and told him to go, don't worry about a thing. I threatened him that I was going to move back with my mom and he just said no don't but didn't stay.

It was getting later and later, and around 1 a.m I was laying down on the couch just messaging when he was coming and he never answered.. I was also talking to my ex (we are friends) until I felt sharp pains in my chest and I was shallow breathing. Didn't think much if it, then it continued until the sharp pains were so intense and I felt like I was losing all my oxygen - so I was texting my mom. She told me to breathe and calm down, I tried, and it got worse to where I couldn't see like if somebody was choking me and then pains kept coming. Then that's when she texted I was having an anxiety attack for me to keep messaging her to let her know I am ok even if I didn't make sense. I texted my bf and he never answered, I told my ex I was having an anxiety attack and he asked if I needed to go to the hospital but I told him no its fine that my mom was coming.. Then my mom texted she was calling the ambulance and I just blacked out there.. Woke up and my mom was there telling me to get ready and we left to the hospital.

It took forever for them to finally come check me and my anxiety attack was over but they still saw me. I called my boyfriend 28 times and no dang answer... My mother was furious. She wanted me to come home because how much I stress with my boyfriend. After the hospital, we got out at 4:45a.m and she brought me back. I cried because my boyfriend never answered me.... And then I heard him snoring in the room and went in there.... I could smell the beer and I was so upset but had to calm because my chest was hurting. So when we finally woke up for my daughters and I appointments I was upset telling him everything I went through and all he said was "you stress yourself out. Don't blame me, shit." So after the doctor saw my baby (im 17, so still underage) she tested me and checked my body. She said I had something wrong with my gallbladder , plus chest wall pain with generalized anxiety disorder and told me to take it easy.. She proscribed me 4 meds and a a ultrasound visit for my gallbladder to check for stones if its positive , I'll need surgery.

My mom wants me to move back from my boyfriends because in stress daily with him and worry about where he is. I do not only worry about him, but my baby and many more... And he doesn't care what happens... Ugh.