ok so...

Tonight has been nuts... the bf says with everything going on that this really is not a good time to be having a baby... I'm like hunny it's never a good time to have a baby. But it's ok I've done this twice before and been a single parent most my adult life. He says he's not leaving but something tells me he's fixing to run. Guess that's life at least I'm blessed to have my kids and my horses.