Literally dying to talk to him!

I will try to summarize the best I can. Basically after me and my bf broke I started talking to this guy again. We always had a connection, but can never be together because his culture and religion doesn't allow him to date and we're different ethnicities. Occasionally we would fight but always find our way back together. Recently we hung out after not seeing each other for like 2yrs and it was amazing. He has a "gf" though. (Well she thinks they're together but he doesn't take her seriously, since he can't date) she's threatened me multiple times to stop talking to him lol. The most recent time he joined in on the convo(they have access to each other's social media, that's how she saw us communicating) and he joined in & said I'm disrespecting his girl and that I play too much and not to hit him up anymore. I was pissed! I'm so mad but I also miss him. Usually when we fight it takes like 3 weeks before we reconnect again. I wanna text him but I'm scared lol. Opinions?