to try or not to try
It is so much to the story so if y'all have questions tell me. I need advice. I've asked everyone I know and no one seems to know what I should do.
I was in a relationship with this guy (Leo and introvert if that helps). We had an amazing relationship.. but I took him for granted. I was bratty and would expect for him to do almost everything. I threatened to leave him more than once. The last time I threatened to leave him he sealed the deal and kicked me out. (We were living together) We've been broken up for a month. 😓
Once the relationship ended I realized how much I really loved him. I know it's cliche but it's the truth. I think about him every second of the day. And cry most of the time.
He lashed out after the breakup and said and did a lot of hurtful things so I blocked him.
He found a way to contact me and asked me not to block him again. He tells me he wants to be single. Yet he talks to me every day. We've had sex a few times after both of our efforts to try not to.
At night he disappeares and I don't hear from him a lot of times for hours then he'll respond the next day.
Yesterday he said some hurtful things about me being immature and him having sympathy for me.,,but also admitted that he doesn't want me to move on. I want to fight for our relationship because I'm absolutely crazy about him. He makes me feel whole.
I bought him flowers and apologized a million times. He apologized to me too. Yet he is not willing to speak about future commitment or anything like it.
Should I move forward by changing my number? Or patiently wait and take the punches since I took him for granted?
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