Okay ladies here's a big one for ya. So I was sleeping at my boyfriends house and without asking he just put his hand in my pants and starting fingering me then he like really aggressively took off my pants and started giving me oral (still not asking if it was okay) then he flipped me over and shoved me on the wall choking me and starting fucking me really really hard and he kept smacking my ass and I kept whimpering every time he did it and every time he smacked it it was harder and harder to where I grabbed his hand for him to stop. I didn't like what was going on and I was scared out of my mind so to whoever says "girl you put this on yourself you should have just said no" it's a lot harder than that when it's actually happening to you. But after that I woke up and left and I've just been crying. I cried all yesterday and all today and if he tried to touch me I just start bawling. He knows why I'm upset and what he did but I can't stop crying and I keep freaking out when he touches me and I don't know if something's wrong with me or what