Me and my boyfriend broke up and I've never been so hurt. I feel my heart tearing apart. It actually hurts. He doesn't love me anymore and I want to hate him so bad but I can't. I love him so much. I'm so in love with him. After we broke up we stayed up all night texting and both of us were crying like crazy, listing the things we'd never get to do together. I had to delete all of our pictures together. Everything. It hurt so much. I'm falling apart and I feel like I'm going to puke. I hate myself so much.