urgh this is so frustrating

Ive been taking these gonafil shots and my eg sizes still ranging in 9.72 to 10. Fertility appointments are draining my savings and im about to hit the third IUI cycle. Im so angry and frustrated. I went to a baby shower this weekend everybody and their mother was pregnant or had multiple children. My appointment this morning was a waste of $40 copay ultrasound doesn't show any change hopefully the blood work says otherqise now im at work pretending to care urgh i need my children this year im tored of not getting pregnant