Body Image Issues

I've always been a girl that said to embrace your stretch marks and baby bump, that they show that you grew a human life. I don't have stretch marks from being pregnant yet (just on my thighs from growing up) I have no issues with my current marks and hope to be fine if I get more but I'm having some serious issues with my body image since getting a baby bump. I've only gained 5 pounds but I'm the heaviest I've been in my life. I feel fat and ugly constantly. I feel like a hypocrite but I can't seem to find a way to be ok with being big. Maybe it'll change once im farther along and can feel the baby but right now it sucks.