loss at 22 weeks

April
My sweet baby boy born at 22 weeks. He was only 13oz. He was born a stillborn due to a really bad infection in my uterus. My precious baby laid 3 weeks in the hospital before he got put to rest due to me being in icu sadated and on the ventilator for most of it because of the infection. It has been a month since I had him and it still hasn't gotten easier. They had to do a hysterectomy also so no chance for a rainbow baby. Has anyone else went through anything similar?