I could seriously have sex 3 times a day every day with my fiance .. only bad part is my SO has never had a high one .. so I settle with once a week .. I mean with any thing sexual so if I get him off by a blow job I better be prepared to wait another week or so before I get any... Well fuck I accidentally got him off before I could get anything. I'm going mad here! Even trying to do anything with him now .. he will turn me down he's done it before ... He has apologizes to me before for not wanting things sexually that much, but usually it's me who has had to turn the guy down not the other way around . I guess in getting a taste of my own medicine.

It's only been with him that I've wanted sex so bad and I think Its only because I know I can't get it when ever I want it!!! So the slightest thing turns me on with him. I get incredibly horny if I notice that he's getting hard out of nowhere.

Before with anyone else its like wtf ever. Even when he pushes my head down to give him head I can feel my heart pounding and I just want him inside of me. So yeah I got extremely caught up in giving him head that even when he said he was cumming I kept going .. when initially I fucking wanted him deep inside of me!!!

Well there goes my opportunity..

Maybe next week I guess

Ugh