So me and my husband met in September of 2015 well in July 2, 2016 we decided to start TTC then we got married that September. So here we are almost a year later and nothing. Sometimes it gets to me (alot here lately) I just see something on FB or on TV or when AF comes and I start balling my eyes out. Another thing tht gets to me is seeing moms who treat there children like crap out on public. It makes me feel so sad amd angry like how come you get to be a mom when ur so bad at it. When you would rather look at your phone than pay attention to your own kids. Why do you get to have what a lot of us on here want. It kills a part of me inside every time, most of the time I dont feel good enough to become a mother. Like I've failed as a woman somehow..