just a rant...

Maddy • I'm just me🖤🥀
Let me start by saying I'm 5'4 120 pounds 34c boobs. 
I recently found out that my fiancé had a casual dating website on his phone and he asked Specifically for BBW (which I am not at all.....) like I don't even know why I try during sex anymore..... honestly I'm so insecure about my boobs and ass and stomach now ... I don't know if I will ever feel the same about sex again.... it's so hard to hold in to him that I know everything the pictures/texting/trying to meet up when I was at my grandmothers 
I think the worst part is that I just started to have a little confidence from being with him, that is now all destroyed.... I'm torn in half and falling apart again, just like before I met him.... 
Sorry for ranting