Okay guys , my name is Asia . I suffer from bipolar depression and anxiety. And I have a lot to b overwhelmed about. I am currently dating and TTC. And both are making my anxiety and depression worse. I've been trying for a year now and nothing ! Also me and my bf done had a rocky past . Started off great inbetween a lot of BS and just started going good again around the end of December 2016 but I've been driving myself nuts with the arguing and my anxiety gets the best of me . My bf Sleeps ALOT, and I feel bad because he works a lot so when he falls asleep my anxiety gets triggered real bad to where I'm throwing a tantrum yelling crying blowing up his phone. Even if I know he's not doing anything but just simply sleeping. I'm trying my hardest not to ruin our relationship but it's like he's not trying to understand that I have mental issues no matter how many times I've told him and he's seen for himself. It's like he doesn't make an effort he just cares about if I'm pissing him off or not with it. Don't get me wrong he's a great bf and all I'm just confused on if it's ME ruining our relationship. I know this post is all over the place but I just had to let this frustration out somewhere !