Tonight, my husband and I tried having sex, but I just couldn't get into it. We were even doing all the things I like, but I was just frustrated and couldn't even get close to orgasm. I have enough problems reaching climax (never happened vaginally, rarely with manual stimulation, usually only orally does it happen, and it takes a while) so this just made me frustrated and I told my husband I was done. He felt bad, because I didn't get off last night either...so we kept going and he got off, but I never did.

I cried in the shower tonight for my PCOS, my baby fever, my inability to orgasm, and the struggles to come.

I don't know what I really need from you all...I needed to just let it out. 💙