Been trying to get pregnant for almost 3 years now, some months are harder than others, I've had so many mixed emotions the past 6 months. I had a lot going on outside of fertility issues that it kinda kept my mind off it, but now that my life is going back to normal all I can think about is having a baby. I felt okay with the fact that it wasn't happening, I kept telling myself it's just not my time, and it will happen when it's supposed to. But now I'm feeling so depressed and emotional. I never realized it would be this hard.