I have a feiend who just found out she is pregant. She does meth, and she is my friend and I'm trying to be happy for her...but i don't know. For some reason, i literally hate the fact that its so hard for me to become pregnant. Makes me feel less of a woman...how come all my life i have been pushed with responsibility, taking care of EVERYONE when i cant even make a family, and take of my own. I know you cant answer these questions...and i know i shouldn't be ignorant. I realize woman will get pregnant, regardless of my conditions...just wish there was a way that i can have peace with it.