Woke up late this evening with severe stomach cramps and started bleeding bright red blood. Noticed spotting yesterday in the afternoon and ignored it as taking a nap got rid of my cramps and soothed my anxiety. I am up now taking a warm bath really thinking about my next move. Already spoke to my partner and we are just walking step by step through the grieving process. He wants to try again soon, and so do I. I am just reluctant because I don't want to lose another baby. The pain is so unbearable and emotionally it drains me every time. I'm really shocked because I didn't think I would lose this one. The relationship and timing just happened to be so right. I guess God has a bigger plan and I just have to follow along.