preparing for a rainbow

ZCS • Wife & mom. Opinionated. Blunt. Honest. ✌🏼
Have you ladies found it difficult to prepare for the arrival of your rainbow baby? 
Harder to shop? Make a registry? Things like that? 
I have 9 weeks (or less) before our rainbow makes her appearance and I'm finding it extremely difficult and have so much fear and anxiety when it comes to preparing for her.