Anxiety getting to me.

Ever since I first started testing I've had this terrible nausea. Aside from just being sore all over & my anxiety has been at it's peak but thanks to spending time with family I've been feeling a little better. Being far from home while going through the suspicion of being pregnant is so nerve wrecking. I hope & pray all works out well. I'm invested in this 100% but sometimes I feel like you awesome women are my only support. I haven't brought the subject of possibly being pregnant to my boyfriend again because I want a definitive yes or no. I don't ever want to break his heart either. Ya know?