I was supposed to have af 4 days ago. I had pink spotting on Sunday (quarter size blood on a liner) so I thought ok af is coming but the day after nothing and nothing since (so maybe implantation bleeding). I've been having symptoms similar to my last pregnancy (fatigue, Gi issues, occasionally sore breasts, and a pressure in my lower abdomen) that we lost in April but I'm so nervous that I'm just making these up and maybe I'm just still irregular after the d&c.; I don't want to take a HPT and get a BFN. That would be so heartbreaking. It's strange, I'm hoping to be pregnant again with my rainbow baby but can't bring myself to test yet. Maybe I will work up the courage tomorrow.

UPDATE:

Worked the courage up to take a test and BFP!! This has to be a new pregnancy bc my last hcg beta was a 2. So excited and so nervous at the same time. I hope I can keep my rainbow baby and it doesn't end in another miscarriage. I hope everyone gets their rainbow baby soon!