On the fence

Kimberly • 26 years old. Have a 4 year old a 1 and half year old.
I'm nearly 38 weeks pregnant with my second so obviously labour and birth is on my mind a lot. I'm torn between being really excited and absolutely dreading giving birth again. Some days I'm desperate to go into labour and others I think I'd rather stay pregnant forever lol. I'm planning a natural home birth so it's the pain that is scaring me. I had a water birth the first time so you'd think I'd be prepared for it but I don't feel it. All hubby says is "it won't last forever". Arghh needed to get that out!