So I'm 15 and I did something super dumb last night. I was with two of the boy best friends in my room last night and only I was getting drunk and high because they were too scared to basically. I wish I didn't because I got super drunk and I was telling them that I would give them blowjobs and shit like that. I was wasted. And I'm not the type of girl who says things like that. Both my semesters freshman year were 4.333 and I never got into trouble. I mean I smoke weed regularly but that's because it isn't bad like alcohol or cigs and it makes me feel better with my various mental problems. But this is the first time I've gotten super drunk. Anyway, one of the guys (A) was like standing in front of me and he was holding my hands and kinda like putting them on his dick and then him and the other guy left. The other guy (G) is much better and didn't do anything and was trying to get me to calm down. Then later that night A was sending me nudes and was pressuring me to send back but I was like no and just went to sleep. I remember it all and I can't look at him the same way again. I shouldn't have gotten drunk I know that. I was stupid, but I still think he shouldn't have tried taking advantage of me. I'm really freaked on right now. I was throwing up last night too. I'm about to cry and I just need some advice. I'm thinking of telling my mom. She wouldn't care about the weed so much but she would tell me not to drink. And then she would go to A and threaten him by saying that she would get one of my older bros who's 17 (6'1" and muscular as hell) to go talk to him since my other two bros can't because they're 18 and 25. Gosh I feel so dumb. Please give me advice 😭😭