Sorry for the gory talk! But I was expelling huge blood clots and just knew it was over. Went to the doctor the next day and what??? A HEARTBEAT! A perfectly healthy 6 weeks on one side my uterus - the other side was filled with blood. Doctor said sometimes one side of the uterus just acts like your having a period while the other side has a healthy pregnancy. I was so relieved!!!

Until, the next day I started bleeding uncontrollably. I was playing with my 11 month old baby girl trying to keep a happy face while I was constantly going to the bathroom to switch these pads filled with blood. It was horrific. I was a mess. That night I lost so much blood I had to have a towel under me because the pads wouldn't suffice. I ended up going to the ER... couldn't get up without the need to faint! I was SCARED FOR MY LIFE. Doctor found a heartbeat again but said it didn't look like the baby will make it there was just too much blood...

ANYWAY. I ended up getting a d&c - a couple days later after the ER I went to the doctor one more time for an ultrasound, there was no longer that sweet heartbeat on the screen. 😔 I was completely devasted. 

Hubby and I waited 3 months after to start trying again due to the blood loss. We are on the 5th month of officially trying and I'm so discouraged. I've done it all! Preseed, OPKs, prenatals...and still nothing! Can I get some stories of triumph after a miscarriage? I know God has the right timing but I just need a little hope. 💗