After 9 months of praying, crying, trying every wives tale in the book, tracking and a miscarriage I'm done trying. My hopes have been lifted and shattered so many times that it's just time to give up for a while. My husband and I still definitely want children but the constant focus on trying was wearing us down. So now that we've been living in our new home for a month and finally have a place to ourselves it's time to focus on us. Our babies will come when the Lord sees fit but until then it's me and the hubby giving each other our all!