TMI postpartum question

I'm sorry its tmi but I can feel my self getting very depressed.. I just gave birth to my second baby 10 days ago and while pushing him out I got a labia tear and I feel so ugly and depressed and jus don't know where my head is at, I don't know what my partner will think as to him self I just want to hide away..

Am I the only person who has gotten a tear like this..