So It's been 5 weeks since I have given birth. I had my postpartum checkup and am diagnosed with PPD. No surprise to me bc I have felt depressed for about a month. I absolutely love my baby but my other half has made me spiral into a dark hole that has been hard to get out of. I do not have any social media but he has every form of it. Since I have given birth he has gone out 3 times that have all recently landed in the same week. I just confronted him about it and he simply replies that I am boring and that he needs an outlet away from me because I am annoying. Wtf? We just had a child and I am the one the has to do everything. I have not been able to go out since I got pregnant! Oh yeah and he goes out with other girls.... he goes out with one guy that brings 4 chicks and they have all gone out the past 4 times he went out. They post pictures on Instagram and it makes me mad. I feel like he would rather be hanging out with "hoes" instead of me. I asked him why he likes to hang out with the girls and he said I can't help who my friend decides to bring. !?!?!? I can't anymore. He went out with them on 4th of July and left me and our baby alone to do something by ourselves. It was a family holiday and he says it wasn't. I am just stuck on a wall and do not know what to do. He says he wants to be with me but has not shown me otherwise. Any advice would help, I just don't know what to do anymore.😔