Officially in TTC hell...

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I figured I'd post here instead of driving myself crazy with Dr. Google... Also wondering if anyone ever have anything similar happen?

Hours before AF started, I had vvfls on two FRERs and an internet cheapie. I figured it wasn't meant to be and was ready to start a new cycle.

Well, AF lasted 3 days instead of 4 or 5 and never got really heavy. One medium day, two light/spotting days. Not really any cramping, but (**TMI**) a wee bit of clots (less than normal).

With my other chemicals pregnancies symptoms went away with AF. With my last miscarriage at (5w4d) the symptoms decreased gradually and were gone a couple days after the 7 days bleeding stopped (when hcg was >5). But instead of PMS/pregnancy symptoms going away, they have become more intense. I literally feel like a walking pair of boobs. It's 1000xs more intense than anything I've ever experienced.

I tested this morning (CD 5) w/ my last cheapie so I could see for 100% sure this has all been in my head, that I was just physically grieving and a bfn would make me stop it and move on. But, the test was positive. Not strongly positive, still a faint line, but there was certainly no guessing. Of course, I'm thinking maybe it was a bad test.

I made hubby pick up more tests tonight. If they're positive, I'll call the doctor. Right now, I just feel like a crazy person.

Hubby's birthday is Friday and I HATE taking him on this "miscarriage or pregnant or future miscarriage or something terribly wrong" rollercoaster ride.