I don't like feeding my baby

Marissa • I'm just as lost as anybody else • Taking my life day by day
I know it sounds awful, but I don't like it and he doesn't like it either. Let me clarify, I love to breastfeed my baby. I love the bond. But I hate bottle feeding him, which I have to do at times because I don't produce as much as he eats. But he hates to take a bottle from me. If it's anyone else feeding him he'll suck it down. But with me he gets mad and pushes it away. It's almost as if he knows I've got "the good stuff" and refuses to take anything else from me. This makes me hate bottle feeding him. Anybody else have a situation like this?