I'm A Paranoid Momma

No
I've been so many baby deaths recently and it's just so heartbreaking . 
I think I'd die myself if anything ever happened to my baby. 
Ever since she's been born I've kept a eye on her like a hawk. I'm a light sleeper anyways . But ever since she was a newborn I've always woke up 3-4 times in the night just to see if she's breathing or if the blankets on her face . She's gonna be 1 next month and sleeps in a crib next to my bed with one stuffed animal and blankets since I turn my ac on and it gets cold and I still check up on her 2-3 times just to see if  she's kicked the blanket off , or if she has it on her face or if she stuffed her face in the bunny next to her, I guess it's natural for a mother to be like this. I never knew I could care about anyone so much 😭😭😭😭