First Appointment

Found out with three positive hpt's, missed period was 7/9. I have only told my son (he's two and I told him first lol) then my mom, and then my husband, and we let my grand father in law know because he has brain cancer, he was in the hospital again for more seizures/mild stroke that lead to him having a head injury so we honestly don't know how much longer we have left with him and he is just so smitten to have this secret. First appointment isn't until August 21st, I hate that I have to wait that long. It's just so surreal that I'm even pregnant again when all my friends are a few weeks away from their due dates, I've felt so left out. I want to keep this pregnancy a secret possibly until we find out the gender since I know I don't want anymore kids. I still can't believe I'm pregnant again. It's all I've wanted for the past year and now that I have it, it's like it's not even real.