I had a miscarriage last year in June from TTC for years I lost my first baby, but I'm in my little feelings because this year my oldest niece is pregnant I'm happy for her but man it hurts she sent me a video of the baby today she had appointment for her first ultrasound for the baby moving and healthy, but she doesn't know how I really feel about it because I don't show it but I'm hurt

Praying our get our 🌈👶 soon

All I ever wanted to be is a good wife and the best mother I can be that's all 😩😭😟💔😢